You have broken me.
I feel violated. I feel isolated. I feel misunderstood, under appreciated, unrecognized, unknown.
I don’t know where to start digging. I don’t know which end is up.
I don’t know who to talk to. Or if I should. Why would they care?
I don’t know how to fake it anymore. I don’t know if I should or if I could.
Why does it have to be so difficult? Am I making it difficult? Am I responsible for this?
Is it the all powerful bottom line or is it something else?
What dance do I need to know? How do I continue? Which direction do you want? Which steps do I take?
What do you want from me?
I'm so sorry you are feeling this way Juli. Gosh, I wish I could help other than lending an ear or shoulder. Geeze, I sure hope it gets better. Don't forget, we are here for you even if we can't help you "there". ~hugs~
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