Tuesday, August 23, 2011


You have broken me.

I feel violated. I feel isolated. I feel misunderstood, under appreciated, unrecognized, unknown.

I don’t know where to start digging. I don’t know which end is up.

I don’t know who to talk to. Or if I should. Why would they care?

I don’t know how to fake it anymore. I don’t know if I should or if I could.

Why does it have to be so difficult? Am I making it difficult? Am I responsible for this?

Is it the all powerful bottom line or is it something else?

What dance do I need to know? How do I continue? Which direction do you want? Which steps do I take?

What do you want from me?

1 comment:

  1. I'm so sorry you are feeling this way Juli. Gosh, I wish I could help other than lending an ear or shoulder. Geeze, I sure hope it gets better. Don't forget, we are here for you even if we can't help you "there". ~hugs~