Thursday, June 3, 2021

Routine

 


I purposely leave work later than my end time now. My short commute once a time I called my Mom. 


My radio hasn't been on in my car for four weeks. I don't feel like listening, I suppose. 


The flowers have all wilted and dried. Hanging by a clothespin the favorites are losing their color. 


The sympathy cards have all come. They are neatly organized in a basket made by my Mom. 


The customary loss meals have all been eaten. Delivery is all I can handle right now. 


There are funeral frames that still need disassembling. Borrowed decorations that need to be returned. 


The dress I wore from a friend keeping me company in my car since the day after the Service. 


Not a fan of birds, I'm actually hoping the cardinal sticks around in my back yard for awhile. 


Living on the edge of her death for so long, I expected to be more prepared. I should have been.